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No one stops to ask if I need to talk. Everyone seems to be five miles ahead, and I'm left behind wishing I were.
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what a week. and weekend. THE BEACH. crazy crazy crazy.
 should we do it?
 of course!
 ahh..drowning.
 we're cool and we know it.
 not much to say about this one.
 crazy Tyler.<33
 you go and I'll go. and sam's comin with.!
 before the fireworks.<33
 on the way to the beach.
 looks like someone's a little grumpy.
Well..that was lots of fun. Love you all bad day.#1,000,000 for the summer.
*me..<3
i know i made a lot of mistakes && disappointments && failures but I promise you there's a part of me that's actually worth keeping.
sometimes all you can do is smile && move on with the day. hold back the tears && pretend that you are okay.
While other girls doodle hearts, I scribble tiny stars - little wishes for everything to somehow be okay.
I find myself becoming everything I promised myself I wouldn't ever be. And it's more disheartening then I ever could imagine.
Do you ever wish you could die, but be alive for your funeral? Just to see who would be there... just to see who would cry.
[ :e.d.i.t: ] so.how's it feel? kind of like crap. kind of like I want to die. kind of like nobody cares anymore. kind of like nothing's worth it anymore.
yeah..kind of like nobody cares anymore. nobody. |