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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

wedding is over
but it was LOTS of fun. so it's a relief.


after hair and makeup was done

aww

me grandma and nichole

the 3 sisters. nichole val and me

tyler n me<33

ANDDDD. I hung out with Jenni. lol



happy ever after.


Sunday, July 30, 2006

.:: W o W what a .s.u.m.m.e.r.::.

Hey There.*

My internet doesn't work. And life pretty much sucks.

HaHa. Actually..I'm just kidding. But this summer hasn't been going the GREATEST. I guess you might say?

But my internet doesn't work..that's a true story.
Soo..I'm stuck using my brother-in-law's laptop. Orrrr..my dad's work laptop. HaHa.

Anyways..Michigan's Adventure tomorrow. That will be a LOT of fun.
It'll only be about 105 degrees out tomorrow..shouldn't be that bad.

HaHa! Oh well..water park's waitin for me
Annndddd..I haven't hung out with ANYONE in about forever. Last week I was at the fair all week. Making big bucks on my piggies

My sister's wedding in 12 days. AHHHH. I can't wait! It'll be LOTS AND LOTS of fun!

iloveyou.
*me..<3

Stupid little mistakes get me into a lot of trouble. Sorry everyone.

Don’t go ;;

when I push you away

its times like that

when I need you most

 

 


Saturday, July 08, 2006

[ .hanging out with Tyler all day. ]

Life is like a box of chocolates. It's a cheap thoughtless perfunctory gift that nobody ever asks for. Unreturnable because all you ever get back is another box of chocolates, so you're stuck with unidentifiable whipped mint crap that you mindlessly wolf down when there's nothing left to eat. Sure, once in a while there's a peanut butter cup or an English toffee, but they're gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. So you end up with nothing but broken bits with hardened jelly and teeth shattering nuts. If you're desperate enough to eat that, all you have left is an empty box filled with useless brown paper wrappings.

It's a killer. It's an endless cycle. That nobody cares to ever ask you about. Because nobody cares about anything anymore.

It gets so old after a while.

nobody at all.
*me..<3

she holds it all in as she goes on with the day. they all stop and give her sympathetic looks, but she doesn't want sympathy..she wants out.


totally ready to go kill some frogs.

before we started killing frogs.

lol. umm..idk.

AFTER we wanted to kill the frogs. we woke something up. lol alex.

awww..she fell in and got her foot wet

at the junk-dump



Monday, July 03, 2006

[ --.So I put on my makeup put a smile on my face. if anyone asks, everything is okay.-- ]

No one stops to ask if I need to talk.  Everyone seems to be five miles ahead, and I'm left behind wishing I were.

[ <>-----------------------------------------------<> ]

what a week. and weekend.
THE BEACH. crazy crazy crazy.


should we do it?

of course!

ahh..drowning.

we're cool and we know it.

not much to say about this one.


crazy Tyler.<33

you go and I'll go. and sam's comin with.!

before the fireworks.<33

on the way to the beach.

looks like someone's a little grumpy.

Well..that was lots of fun. Love you all
bad day.#1,000,000 for the summer.

*me..<3

i know i made a lot of mistakes
&& disappointments && failures
but I promise you there's a part of me
that's actually worth keeping.

sometimes all you can do is smile
&& move on with the day.
hold back the tears &&
pretend that you are okay.

While other girls doodle hearts, I scribble tiny stars - little wishes for everything to somehow be okay.

I find myself becoming everything I promised myself I wouldn't ever be.  And it's more disheartening then I ever could imagine.

Do you ever wish you could die, but be alive for your funeral?  Just to see who would be there... just to see who would cry.

[ :e.d.i.t: ]
so.how's it feel?
kind of like crap.
kind of like I want to die.
kind of like nobody cares anymore.
kind of like nothing's worth it anymore.

yeah..kind of like nobody cares anymore.
nobody.


Monday, June 26, 2006

[ .put.yo.stunna.shades.on. ]

here it goes. here it goes.

kari me n jes<3
aww..in American Eagle. HaHa. STUNNA SHADES<3
stunna shades! lol
Sexiii Kariii
Me n jes with our STUNNA SHADES.!<3
me n Jes!<3
me!
im falling off the fricken chair!!!--corey
what up gangsta--corey
lesbians??DUH!!--corey
who looked upside down?--dangit. cschrot did



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